Tired.

All this time, i have stuck to th belief that it is never good to create a bad relation.
So i have always been th kind to smile even when im pissed, th kind to be thr, th kind to maintain courtesy and bla bla bla.
But i am starting to realise, like no matter how much you try- sometimes it doesnt work that way.
Lets face it, people are selfish, fucking selfish. i admit i am too. but damn! i've had it.
Im tired, sick and tired of always trying to please everyone else BUT me.
Its weird i never realised.

'All this while, i have a step back to comfort you.
Now im gna take a step forward to comfort myself.'